Thursday, 28 June 2007

Monday, 18 June 2007

  • panicpanicpanicstressstresstress

     

    i cant believe my first exam is just around the corner.

    yuuuuuck...

    my back is killing me from sitting down so much.

    studying really wears you out even if its for a couple of hours.

    mybrain feels dead

    i feel like jjam bbong jun gol from red pepper

    i feel like a cheese naan too..

    i feel like throwing up =( im scared abt my exams

    hahahaha..

    my mum wants me to eat raw liver cuz 'its good for yoooou'

    ... get awaaay..-_-'..

    i feel dizzy...i think i studied too much....무리했나봐..hahahahaaaaa

    i could have used this time to study more..

    hmm....im so out of it... @_@

     

    Ita been a while since i made a facebook account. but i dont know how to use it lol

     

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

  • Too bad that i have work during stuvac.


    But i think it helping me mentally lol. I think its better than being locked up in the house 24/7.

    work was fun. we're such bludgers. we just talk and laugh all day. :P

    We have a new person at work who is from NZ and i made such a fool out of myself today.
    She goes "No one seems to know that im a 'moldi'. they all think im from cook island"

    i said "Ohh nah you look like your from NZ."

    " Yeh, im a 'moldi.'"

    and im thinking where the heck is cook island and what the heck is a 'moldi' i thought it was some island near samoa or something.

    "Noooo you look like a Maori, you know the New Zealand.....tribe..."

    "Yeah im a 'moldi'"

    "What? arent native kiwis called Maori.....did i just rock myself?"

    "Yeah its pronounced 'moldi'. you have to roll the r "

    hahaha. So i learnt something new today. what an idiot..But her accent is soo nice..

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    im so stressed

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    i cant wait for dianas party arrrgggh...this is killing meee

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    steven's trying to get me to play Wow.
    ..... -.-;;;;;;;
    games are soooo not for me... lol
    ARRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!! *shoots at anything and everything* ARRRRRRRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ****
    i bought these reaaaaaaaaaally nice shoes from hollywood for $20.  they were having this massive sale. i was on my toilet break (but really to visit anna at the other store) and walked past it and all these lebos were frantically trying shoes on and so i ran back to the store got my card and bought it :) im so happy. hahahaha

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    my dads got the cold. He dragged me to the video store cuz he didnt wanna leave the car -_- and promised hed buy me ice cream cuz i wanted to stay home...but he never ended up buying me my ice cream

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    back to study~~~ this was so random.

Monday, 11 June 2007

  • i'm under so much stressure...


    I realised that i blog alot under stressure - i.e. exam periods!

    I regret not quitting work last week. Then id be a free soul by the end of this week. but no. something happened and i have to work for them until week 2 of next semester. =_=

    im dreading the exam. *panics*

    Last finals i had a mini breakdown and ever since ive developed some kind of phobia of finals and my stomach churns and i feel all panicky when i think abt finals

    uni is hell..

    at times like this, i wish i had a sibling. a twin would be good. shed know exactly what im feeling and ill have someone to share this ugliness with. an oppa would be useful. a strong and tough oppa?  haha -____-;;

    i wish i could be stronger in this sense~ to be able to relax and go with the flow ..but ...alas.............

    back to studies.........

     

     

Sunday, 10 June 2007

  • i dyed my hair today ~~

     

    My hightlights were growing out and looked hideous so i dyed my hair black. :) and i look like a chink fob.

    i told my dad to buy a korean black/dark brown hair dye but he instead bought a jet black japanese hair dye. the packet looked rather dodgy. the models on the package had 70s hairstyles....and i was rather put off by it. cant trust dads with such things, can you :P

     

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    Our family has started to go to church again (after many years).

    Ive only been to 2 services :P and so far its been good. the pastor is very friendly and nice. His sermons are pretty interesting. I nearly fell asleep at the first service cuz i wasnt used to listening to sermons and found it rather ...boring. So today i took a tablet of no-doz before i went. lol!

    I like it cuz there arent many ppl at the service..and there's none of the crazy worshipping that i witnessed in my relatives' church in Korea (omg......) its a nice, modest group of people i think.

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    french open men's finals tonight!!!

    I will be rooting for nadal :D

     

Saturday, 09 June 2007

  • i did some major cleaning today

     

    and i realised that i have so many clothes... but i always wear the same things.

    i have numerous outfits that i bought on impulse and never wore..the bad thing abt me is

    that I am a very impatient person ( very indecisive person too)...so i dont normally like to

    try things on and contemplate for 30 minutes if i should buy it or not.

    I wish i had a personal stylist would do the shopping for me. I like shopping when im

    actually making the transaction and i feel good, but i hate walking around and going into like

     a 100 stores and failing to find something good 98 times.

    I hate shopping for jeans arrrggggghhh. nothing fits me. everything i try on fits good

    everywhere else but the crotch area .. -_- i went to general pants and must have tried on 7

    pairs of jeans, which is a lot and very frustrating for me, and none were the right fit. And

    when i finally found a good pair the colour was like..ocean blue. groooooosss...

    Surprisingly, i like this weather which i'd normally hate ~~  i think it creates a better studying

    environment. hahaha

    i studied so hard at the library today that i now have a headache >_< LOL




Friday, 01 June 2007

  •  

    어제 꿈 속에 오빠가 나타났다

    누구네 집에서 나왔는데 언니가 어디에있나 싶어서 뒤돌아 보니까 누군가 내 사진을 찍었다. 저녁인데다 플레쉬가 터저서 누가 찍어쓴지는 못봤다. 그냥 뭐,별거 아니라서 뒤돌아서 다시 걷기 시작했다.

    근데 그때 누군다 뒤쪽에서 나에게 어깨동무를 하며 날 살짝 껴안더니 옆으로 슬그머니 지나갔다.

    누군가 하고 그사람이 가는 쪽으로 고개를 돌렸더니, 동영이 오빠였다. 아까 내 사진을 찍었던 사람은 오빠였던 것이다.

    오빠는 언니 옆에 서서 날 향해 웃고있었다.

    언니는 옆에 오빠가 있다는걸 전혀 모르는 눈치였다.

     

    그것은

    오빠는 언니의 수호천사가 된것이였다..

     나한테 언니의 빈 옆자리를 채워달라고 부탁하러 온것이였다..! 그리고 내가 언니를 지켜주겠다는 약속을 꼭 잊지말라는 그 말을 전하러 온것이다!  

     

    난 겁이 많아서 좀 무서웠지만 ^^;; 그래도 웃는 모습이라도 보여줘서 기분이 좋았다..그리고 고마웠다

     

Tuesday, 29 May 2007

  •  

    I feel like a bit of procrastination now that ive finished preparing for my presentation

    but i got more stuff due tomorrow

    i guess i cant complain cuz everyone else probably has stuff due  but  still..

    hahah

    i cant wait until i get my presentation over and done with tomorrow ARrrrrrgh.....

    then i get to relax for that night and start cramming the very next day..hee hee ..

    i dont wanna do thissssssss..*chucks a tantrum*

    on the other hand, im SO HAPPY that i can eat whatever i want again.

    its so wonderful..i had pho today ahh.......*drools*

     

    end of procrastination

     

Monday, 28 May 2007


  • I have completed the very much dreaded essay . i guess under pressure, anything is possible hoho.

    some random (and boring) fotos ahead- in an attempt to do something with my dead xanga, haha

    Photo0592
    ^ at uni last last last last last week???? lol
    i love the weather these days. its PERFECT. not too cold, suns out..little wind..

    Photo0619
    ^ i just wanna eat her <3

    Photo0646
    ^ my cousin's monster of a chihuahua. -_-
    shes sooooo weird...one second shes all nice to you, the next she wants to bite ur hand off.-.- haha she constantly makes weird grunting noises
    BUT weve become very close friends recently =) afterall i raised her for a year and a half..i was so sad when she didnt recognise me =((

    Photo0655
    ^ a massage bed at ben oppa's house. It looks like im laughing but im actually screaming in pain....... -.- it hurt SO much...-.-

    And today, after completing my essay (80%) steven and i headed out to the city to eat and bum.

    to no one's surprise we ended up at galaxy world. 

    to no one's surprise steven made a beeline for the VT machine.  and i cheered him on haha....

    then we played puzzle bubble. about the only game i can play without damaging anyone's eardrums. lol.  i lost.

    i was sooooooooooo angry  

    im hopeless :P then we, steven specifically, played 뽑기?? i duno the correct english OR korean word for the game hahahaha. and got a toy pig!!!  uno the game with the mechanical 'hand' and u grab the doll ..i was SO happy   it was pure luck. but i was soooo happy

     

    Photo0657
    ^ Look at his hair HAHAHA
    dudes at the back intently watching the fighting game 포즈가 다 똑같네 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

    Photo0658
    ^ what a 폐인 (what is that in english?)

    another week of uni!! boo

    a week off from work = sweet
    sick pay = double sweet


     

Saturday, 26 May 2007

  •  

    I dont ever want to stay at a hospital again

    the pain and discomfort put aside, the HUNGER. god. that.... killed me.

    i burst into tears just thinking about all the food that i wanted to eat..arghh....i felt like ,붕어싸만코 and gelato and pho and tuna kimbap and fruit salad and bibimbap sooo badly ahahaha

    nothing much is happening these days. diana our lives kinda suck. hahaha
    nono, something that has occured to me in the past few weeks is not to complain about life becasue it is so precious..and so fragile and unpredictable that it can end anytime.

    So..lets keep a positive mindset :D and be thankful for being alive.

    But its kinda sad actually, we havent gone out on a friday night for a month with unpredicted events popping up each week.. so holidays it is !! we must get away.

    im gonna quit my job at the end of this semester and just tutor *yawns* next semester. i think i burnt out after the hsc and never got the motivation back since. hopefully next semester i do get motivated and not give up on things so easily.

     

     

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